From my heart to yours,
Kambua M.
"My family and I recently moved from Nairobi, Kenya to
a small country town of Dorrigo in Australia. From a bustling city so vibrant
and alive and sometimes chaotic, to a small, beautiful and very calm town with
almost empty streets. The culture shock has been real– the food, weather,
fashion, and even the language. Coming to my husband’s home country I expected some culture shock but I
got more than I expected.
This was a new season for my family and I wanted to
enter its gates with thanksgiving, and so I was ready and willing to embrace
Dorrigo with all of me. However, the church culture completely broke me. Back
home churches were full of worshipers but here I was in a mostly secular
society with somewhat empty churches. I cried. I missed the Kenyan fellowship
where people praised, worshiped and prayed like everything depended on it. I longed for fellowship– fiery fellowship. I felt alone in a far away land.
Sometimes the pain in my heart would be so great that it translated to physical
pain and the tears would keep falling as my heart ached for God.
Walking through the beautiful streets of Dorrigo I fell
in love with this place that was now my home, even though I knew it was a
spiritual desert. Amazingly, even in this mess, I felt how close God was, closer than I had ever felt Him in my life. Most times I would break down in tears, overwhelmed by the undeniable presence of God. Unlike my native home where God is mentioned in
most conversations, I was now in a town where God is hardly part of the
equation, unless of course it is a Sunday morning. Still in this wilderness,
the presence of God was thick and heavy, I could almost touch it.
Several weeks down the line, God, through the writings of a seasoned
worshipper, Steve Swanson, started to teach me about worship. I am not a musician, and so I seek more to
understand the heart as opposed to the art of worship. I am completely wrecked by the beauty of God’s presence and I enjoy it because I was created for worship.
“…for
thou hast created all things, and
for thy pleasure they are and were created.”
Revelation
4: 11
Sadly, I meet people who tend to think that worship
is something that only a select few are called to do- the talented, the gifted,
and the skilled. The truth however is far from this since worship is for everyone.
I do not know what it is that you are talented or skilled in, but the one thing
I am sure you were created for, is worship.
Dorrigo is a mountainous
town which is home to an extensive rainforest, with many hills that seem to
reach heaven. So imagine me, walking in the lonely streets of Dorrigo, with
teary eyes overwhelmed by the presence of God! This is it. This is me joining nature’s choir! I may not have been
in Kenya having a fiery worship session, but neither was I alone. I did not
have the pleasure of a band or a choir with me, but I could still join in the
eternal chorus of heaven, to
effortlessly flow in my purpose and join them in worship!
In other words, I did not have to labour to create
an atmosphere of worship since worship is not something that any man can
initiate. No matter how talented or anointed, there is no man on the face of
the earth who can start worship because worship is something that has been
going on in heaven, and all we
do when we come before God is simply join in with the rest of His creation.
This blog post is not about me; it is an effort to
encourage us all to desire to flow in our purpose– worship. Worship is not
about a big stage, fancy lights, or making a crowd have goose bumps. Whether
you can sing or not, whether you can talk or not. You are a worshipper whether
you know it or not, created to exist and function in God’s presence. It is
already in your spiritual DNA; Something that we ought to do
effortlessly, yet many times we struggle so hard to worship instead of just flowing with and in The Spirit.
Our
worship must be one that is separated from the world, one that is not based on
false doctrines and hypocrisy. It must be a worship that is pure and holy, full
of faith, and based on the living Word of God. True and spiritual worship is
one that is offered by hearts that have been sanctified, hearts that have paid
the price of waiting upon God; hearts that can connect in the spirit to the
heavenly realm, enabling them to join in the very song that the heavenly hosts sing to the Lord.
This
is the divine worship that accesses the heart of God and causes the heavens to
open upon God’s people for a greater outpouring of His Spirit. It brings
sanctification and transformation in the lives of people.
This
is the kind of worship that prepares the way of the Lord, and ushers in revival
in the church, in our homes, in our cities and in our nations, when His
manifest glory has been released to us.
My heart’s cry is that you my friend
will be among those worshipers that the Lord is seeking; worshipers
who will arise and join in the eternal chorus of heaven, because creation is
eagerly waiting for the manifestation, the revealing of the sons and daughters
of God, and you are one of them".
Winnie Thuku-Craig