This month marks the end of another year, and if you’re anything like me you’ve
had your fair share of disappointment and also miracles that may seem few and far
between. But it’s those tiny winy miracles that have kept me pressing on. I’ve
hoped for many things- I’ve prayed, trusted, and waited patiently on God for
them to become a reality. Some of them have come to pass, but others I believe,
are still in the making, waiting for God’s appointed time.
A few days ago a friend reminded me of the
story of Elijah…there had been famine and drought in the land of Samaria. But
the prophet Elijah proclaimed that he had heard “the sound of an abundance of
rain”. He sent his servant out to the
sea, and six times the servant came back and said “I see nothing”. The prophet kept sending him back, until on
the seventh time he came with a different report. He said he saw a little cloud, the size of a
man’s hand. Elijah then quickly sent him on his way to avoid being overtaken by
the rain.
Now
this here sounds a little ridiculous. First of all the land had not seen a drop
of rain for over three years. My guess is that they had even stopped hoping for
it to pour. They no longer checked the clouds to see if they were gathering.
The people had found alternate ways to cope; some had probably moved on to
other regions in order to survive. Then along comes this prophet who declared
that it would rain? And not just rain, but a heavy down pour! Amazingly as the
story goes, the heavens darkened as the clouds gathered, and there was great
rain in the land.
As I continue to reflect on the year that
has been I think of the many ‘almost victories’ that I had. Countless
opportunities that seemed like they would be my big break on things I’ve prayed
about and just when it looked like everything was in place, it all fell
through. I also recall the countless times I have cried before the Lord; I have
prayed, and fasted, named, and claimed things and believed in faith that I would
receive them. And then waited day after day, month after month, and now another
year and still not where I wanted to be. So when my friend reminded me about
Elijah I felt a little like the children of Samaria. Fatigued, doubtful, and
yes, a little if not very skeptical. But truth be told, over the years I’ve
seen glimpses of what amazing things God can do if I let Him do it His way and
in His time.
I’m writing this unafraid of exposing my
own insecurities, failures, and vulnerabilities for the sake of anyone who is at the end of
their line; those of you who are so weary of walking in the wilderness, barely
surviving with only enough for the moment. I write this for those who are in
despair and have stopped hoping for change; for a miracle. I want to tell you
that there is the sound of an abundance of rain. Go on out in faith and look at
the clouds…they are gathering. Do you perceive it? No? Not yet? Go out again…do
you see it now? It’s small…the size of a fist. But it’s there. It’s your
miracle. It’s a sign that God has not forgotten you. Dig your trenches, and
prepare for the rain. Your mind may not believe it, but I sure hope your spirit
does. May God give you the courage to dream again; dare to believe everything
God has put in your spirit to believe. Your answer, your dream, your healing,
your peace, your joy, your desire- it’s all on its way. There is power in
waiting- not anxiously, but expectantly. And just like Elijah, don’t waver in
your faith when there seems to be a delay. If God said it, beloved it’s only a
matter of time.
As we cross over to a new year, may your
spirit rise to a new level. May you find the courage to face the year 2013
fearlessly. I believe that it’s going to be a great year, but I also believe
that it will take total obedience and trust in God. Remember that He is not a
man that He should lie; whatever He says, He does. Don’t short-circuit or
sabotage your destiny by allowing fear and doubt to make a home in your heart.
May the Lord cover your shame. May He put a
new song in your mouth, and a new spring to your step. May every promise that’s
waiting fulfillment in your life come to pass. May God do exceedingly,
abundantly, above all that you could ever ask or think! May you be soaked and
saturated by the abundant rain of the Lord.
Happy New Year!!
Kambua M.
Beautiful beautiful! wow! deep, heartfelt and true!
ReplyDeleteThank you Natasha,k
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ReplyDeleteYou're welcome Axel. He's got you! k
DeleteThis is beautiful. Blessed 2013 to you too Kambua, you truly are an inspiration
ReplyDeleteThank you Muyoka. I'm honored! Blessings,k
DeleteIt is comforting to know that God is there for us.
ReplyDeleteOh yes it is...blessed assurance! k
DeleteInteresting reflections
ReplyDeleteThank you, blessings,k
DeleteGood! God expects nothing less of you :) k
ReplyDeleteBeautiful inspiration. i like.
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